Aksher thikanay chithi...

Its been a decade that I stare at the sky and try to find you..somewhere in the stars may be...as Mufasa asked Simba to search on and on..
I stopped consoling myself, time has an amazing effect on grief, you start building your logics to bury your tears..
I was thinking what are the things that you  have missed, that I could not discuss with you. Yet I feel that you are listening to me everyday!
In these gloomy days, am missing you more and more, just to listen that you will be all right! Don’t worry!
Life has changed, Your genes got transferred to another generations, I just try to find as much similarity I can find in him from you and sing to myself,

“Who is not sure, dear, to find me on the morning.
It is me, who would take part in each game, Wow!
A new name for me,
A new pair of hands to surround my neck
I shall continue to come and go, that is me as ever.
One may choose not to remember me –
May not recall me gazing up the sky.”

তখন কে বলে গো সেই প্রভাতে নেই আমি।
সকল খেলায় করবে খেলা এই আমি-- আহা,
নতুন নামে ডাকবে মোরে, বাঁধবে নতুন বাহু-ডোরে,
আসব যাব চিরদিনের সেই আমি।
তখন আমায় নাইবা মনে রাখলে,
তারার পানে চেয়ে চেয়ে নাইবা আমায় ডাকলে॥

I will still look out for you in stars, until I reach you, sit together and look down may be...to smile at him!
Bhalo theko, Baba!